The name's Suzuka, but you're welcome to call me any nickname you like.^^
I just entered university and have to deal with some semi-major shit in my life right now so you probably won't see or hear much of me, but I'll try to be present from time to time~
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Seeing him flirt with other girls always send a pang of pain through her chest. She was his girlfriend, so why was he even looking at females that weren’t her with that seductive twinkle in his eyes. Wasn’t he supposed to belong to her now? She didn’t talk to other guys with the mellow voice she reserved for his ears and for his ears only, so why couldn’t he do the same for her?
When she finally gathered her courage to tell him her troubles he only laughed and told her that she was overreacting. It was in his nature to be kind to girls, so she shouldn’t trouble her and him with annoying thoughts like that. She was about to protest, but he wouldn’t allow that.
He distracted her from the topic by holding her close, peppering her with warm kisses and whispering sweet nothings in her ear, promising her that his was all for her and his other flirts meant nothing.
So why….why was he kissing that woman like she was everything he desired?
She was talking a relaxing stroll through the streets one evening and passed a bar. She was just taking a random glance inside the establishment only to find Haizaki making out with a well endowed beauty. She was paralyzed, only being able to stare with wide, unbelieving eyes before taking off into the warm night as fast as she could. Away from that place, away from that woman, away from the boy she loved so dearly and that had just shattered her already frail heart into tiny pieces.
She convinced herself that it was only a nightmare, that the person she saw was just a look-alike, that he didn’t break his promise just like this, that she was the only woman for him and that he was still in love with her and only her.
The pain she fought away so desperately came back in full force when he admitted that he was indeed the one shoving his tongue down that woman’s throat when she timidly asked him about it.
Her breath painfully blocked her airways, her heart stopped beating and she took a disbelieving step back.
It hurts so much.
He desperately – or so it seemed – assured her that he was drunk off his ass that night, that he would never betray her and that he loved her too much to lose her like that.
And she closed her eyes to her truth and forgave him like the fool she was.
Her friends told her that Haizaki was cheating on her, and she denied it completely.
She wanted to trust him so badly, but she had to face reality when she caught him again, this time with a different woman and definitely not drunk at all.
That was when she finally reached her breaking point.
She furiously tugged them apart and started screaming at her boyfriend, completely ignoring the confused look on the face of the female that transcended into horrified understanding.
Haizaki let out an annoyed sigh before interrupting her rant.
“So you found out, now what? You gonna break up with me?”
“You…why are you doing this?! Don’t you love me?”
The answer she got processed the already shattered pieces of her heart into finely ground dust.
Years after the end of her unhealthy relationship and she was still unable to trust anyone.
Everything seemed like a lie to her. She closed herself off from the rest of the world and only interacted with people whenever it was necessary.
And there was just one question that she silently asked time and time again, even though she knew she’d most likely never get an answer.“Why….did you break me?”
Literature - Haruka x Reader: Unchanged
For as long as you've know him, Haru has never changed.
The thought struck you suddenly as you discovered an ancient photo album hidden in the murky depths of the attic. Years ago, when you had first moved in, you had decided to stash away some cherished, but otherwise inoperative, memories. Now, as your parents were coming to visit you soon, you decided to clean even the most remote areas of the house, and that just so included the stuffy attic. But, as you took a short break to scan through the laminated pages of the flowery album, you decided that dusting the attic was more than worth it if you found such precious things every time. Wiping off the thick layer of dust, you flipped open the front cover and smiled at the picture and your messy, childhood scrawl. Although your letters were uneven, you were still able to make out the caption.
"Me and my first friend!"
You couldn't help but chuckle at the picture and you
Forget-me-knot |Nanase Haruka x Reader|
(Name) nudges the door open with her foot and slips into the room before the door could slam in her face. The box full of pool buoys and other pool equipment was heavy, but she manages it on her own. It was the least she could do while everyone else was busying cleaning up around the pool.
Bending down, she starts to put away the box when something red slowly flutters to the ground. (Name) freezes, confused by the thing as it gradually makes its way to the club room floor until she realizes what it is. A velvety, a red chrysanthemum petal. One that fell from her lips and onto the floor.
(Name) quickly stands up stands up straight and looks at the door. She’s alone in the club room floor and doesn’t know what to do, so she quickly kicks the petal under one of the shelves and silently hopes that it was a onetime thing.
Giving Thanks | Rin Matsuoka x Reader
“It’s so beautiful!” you exclaimed happily as you ran ahead of Rin to get a better view. You had only been in Australia for an hour, but it only took a few minutes for you to fall in love with it.
Running to the center of the park, you hopped on the giant fountain and stood on top with your head tilted back, appreciating the warmth the sun covered you in even this far into the fall season. Slight winds caused from being so near the ocean made their way towards you, blowing your (H/L), (H/C) hair and clothes back, making you feel like you were in that beautiful ocean right then.
“I knew you’d like it here,” Rin said with a smile as he watched you enjoying yourself up on the fountain. You opened your eyes to look at the man you loved so much and couldn’t help but smile back. You hopped off the fountain and wrapped your arms around him.
Stealing Sisters (Rin Matsuoka X Mikoshiba!Reader)
“Y/N-chan, on a scale of ten to ten, how great do I look right now?”
“Zero.” You replied, not even bothering to look up at your twin, whose confident grin had faltered.
“Y/N-chan! Don’t be mean! I’ll put Pyunsuuke in your bed again!”
“Do that and I’ll squish him.” You smirked at Momo, putting your phone down on the desk next to you. “Why do you need to look good anyway?”
“He’s going to see Kou-kun.” Ai smiled as he walked out of the bathroom. “Hello Y/N-chan, how are you?”
“I’m very well, thank you Ai-senpai. How is your training coming along?” You replied to the grey haired boy as he sat down on his bunk.
“I’m trying my best and I think I’m finally improving.” He grinned proudly. “Sousuke-senpai has been helping me.”
“Well that’s very kind of him. I’ve only ever heard good things about him and Rin-senpai so
Your Wolf Pack (Police Cop!Rin X Reader)
Note: Fuck anyone that abuses or neglects animals - had to get that out of my system.
“I’m home!” You called, closing the door and putting the keys on the shelf, earning a satisfying jingle.
You heard Rin’s Alsatian scuttling across the wooden floor, nearly slipping over when turning the corner and practically jumping into your arms with excited relief. She began her ritual of attempting to wash your face as she pinned you to the floor, her tail wagging so forcefully it threw a whole row of shoes tumbling to the floor.
“Hello Poco.” You grinned, trying to fight her off of you, casually named by Rin after his favourite Disney princess: Pocahontas. “Did you and Daddy do some awesome police work and bust some criminals today?”
He had got her when she was a puppy, or more accurately a ball of fur with stubby legs and a tail, after graduating from Police Academy and training to become a dog handler. Sousuke, his colleague and high scho